this week was a challenge. no more, no less. i realize i've dug myself a ditch and am or have been finding ways to maintain. maintain happiness, sanity, reason d'etre. dirty outsiders will claim i've got plenty to be (contradiction of 4th sentence). i disagree. this is my blog, so i trump you. happiness, sanity and reason d'etre all applause :). i've got financial and emotional problems, which some may say feed into each other, but one will exist when the the other exits, so i make sure they have each other to play with... it's probably the paternal instinct in me.
ideological differences aside, i yearn for days when i wake up and run about my kitchen/bathroom all scatterbrained, only worrying about getting to my desk to continue yesterday's thoughts... her brainstorming that i gaily dove into and fed from. it happened once or twice and believe it can be again, but wonder WHEN?
is it me? is it me? or is it me? my employer covets thinkers and intellects, so i'm left to wonder. is it in my best interest to maintain or climb the mountain (2 letters difference... not bumper sticker material, but kinda there... right??)??
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