one heckuva day

sweaters and blankets

and corpses and babies

tight correlations

of sometimes and maybe

bright lights illuminate

while innocent pray

this all equates to

one heckuva day

blossoming lilacs

envelop my senses

help me forget

today's circumstances

yesterday lingers

like debt awaiting pay

progression prevails

one heckuva day

dead, eerie silence

the void becomes heavy

slow suffocation

by weight of the bevy

nervous and anxious

with nothing to say

i dream of awakening

one heckuva day

bite my neck please

eat my flesh please

awaken me, so I may enjoy

one heckuva day

i (pause) stand here lonely

and listen closely

i can't help feeling sad

while underlings grumble

and overlords ramble

i slowly realize

life's not so

bad